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yep, just when i thought i had left this place for good, i pick it back up. it sucks. but i have nothing important to say, so why fill cyberspace with meaningless babbling?
i'm 19. my dad's been in the hospital over a month. i have a crappy job that makes me skin crack and burn. i'm feeling sorry for myself. there's a pregnant cat living in my car port.
that's about it.
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| note to self: buy sleeping pills |
[11 Oct 2005|12:26am] |
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80's music. |
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or something. i can't sleep, and i have to go to petsmart tomorrow at 8:30 a.m.. i am so screwed.
i have a new car. it's almost exactly like my old one, only the passenger side is in much better condition.
that's about it.
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| hold on to what you got. |
[05 Oct 2005|12:33am] |
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bon jovi- livin' on a prayer |
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leaving on a jet plane. don't know when i'll be back again.
i'm excited about arizona, to an extent. goodbye.
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| bing bang boom. |
[11 Sep 2005|01:33am] |
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stroke 9- little black backpack |
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wow, i haven't written in here in forever.
i miss some people. a lot. and i'm not even gone. what am i going to do when all i have are memories of the people that i love?
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| something rotten. |
[21 Aug 2005|01:07am] |
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placebo- i do |
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i don't know what i'm thinking. i'm moving in with my sister on thursday. i'll be moving to arizona on the 29th of september. even while i'm writing this, i'm all shaky. i'm really scared. and i'm really sad. and i feel so melodramatic, but it's not like i've ever done this before.
tomorrow i get to go swimming at a private pool with my sister. i'm excited because i will know for a fact that there's no pee in there. the little robot that cleans it keeps scurrying over to me when i'm wading in the pool, though. i think he likes me.
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| puu. |
[11 Aug 2005|09:22pm] |
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MSI- kill the rock |
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so i was woken up this afternoon to my mother hustling into my room and opening my windows. if she was opening my windows, then the air conditioner was turned off. i hate heat. i was angry. when i asked why we got to deal with the heat, she told me that, of all things, my father BLEACHED THE BASEMENT FLOOR and it smelled REALLY bad. and she was right; it did smell bad. so bad, in fact, that i started to hack and cough. my dad ended up getting sick. we finally got to the point that we could close the windows again, but i still smell traces of BLEACH. BLEEAGH!
last night was cool. liz and i went to denny's and got coffee, then went to border's and wal-mart. after that, we still didn't want to go home. we drove around for a while, went to a gas station to get...gas, of all things, and then came to my house and watched anchorman. wow, that movie is hilariously stupid.
"I'M RIDING A BIG FURRY TRACTOR!"
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[06 Aug 2005|05:10pm] |
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placebo- special K |
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wow, i'm tired.
my cat, tommy, is very sick. he was peeing blood today, and we had to take him to the vet. he's in pain. but he was so scared at W.A.H., and he kept trying to kill everyone, so they had to put him on ketamine. yep. special K. my cat is high. poor kid :(. right now he's just on a lot of medication, and he's sitting in my bathroom.
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| what a marvelous night for a moondance. |
[27 Jul 2005|03:50pm] |
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my mom's muzak quality whistlings of oldies songs. |
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i don't know what to write. today i had the scariest experience i've ever had. i had to get an MRI. they put me in a tube. i didn't like it at all. i almost spewed all over the technician. hopefully, this will pay off and they'll know what to do about my neck/shoulder, which hurts a lot right now. it's because of the car accident, whatever.
bonnie came down and stayed with me yesterday and last night. it was so much fun. we went to the mall, because i have no friends who will go shopping with me when i must endure this necessary evil. we made it so much fun. then we went to silver diner and ate. after that, we came home and watched midnight in the garden of good and evil. :). today, i had to hand her over to jake and now i'm sad. i can't wait for her to come to my house in arizona.
this is about it.
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| testing the waters. |
[16 Jul 2005|04:29am] |
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none. |
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i know it's late. i just finished watching the movie the secretary. i don't know how much i liked it. for some reason, i feel like it has to process through my brain for me to figure out if i enjoyed it or not. i must say, however, that if i could have anyone's body, i'd have maggie gyllenhaal's. pheh.
i wish i hadn't slept all day. like, literally, all day. but lately, that's all i've wanted to do. the trip that i took to paramount's king's dominion sucked a lot. it's a long story as to why. the rides were great, and hanging out with my sister was fun as always. but overall, it was kind of depressing. that's kind of the thing i can say about this entire week. oh well.
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| new slang. |
[06 Jul 2005|01:54am] |
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frou frou again |
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ok, so explain to me why, out of all the "for sale" signs in the world, my house ended up with the one that's about two-and-a-half feet tall. i swear, NO ONE can see it, especially compared to the thousands of other "for sale" signs on my street. it baffles me, really. my parents are being so presumptuous as to believe that we may get people coming to look at the house TOMORROW. i hope not. if they decide to come in the morning, my parents have to wake me up which could be bad for all involved. (mark, trust me, the day you woke me up, i was being very civil. i usually throw things.)
today, i watched the machinist with schuyler. what a frightening movie. it made my stomach go all funky. before the movie, however, i went to toys 'r' us with austin and bought a lightsaber. he got darth vader's and i got obi-wan kinobi. yes, i am a loser. but make fun of me and i'll slice you with my lightsaber!
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| just let go. |
[04 Jul 2005|06:13pm] |
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DOOM. |
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frou frou- let go |
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my house goes on the market tomorrow...i am very scared.
there are already fireworks going off in broad daylight. my dogs don't like it, neither do i.
p.s.-i dislike tom cruise quite a bit. he reminds me of the record player from the flinstones. you know, the one with the huge schnozz. i've not liked tom cruise for a long time, yet i had to go see the super boring war of the worlds because becca and liz had already bought me a ticket. it sucked. besides, i'm afraid of dakota fanning. she's always been kind of creepy. wouldn't you think that a child who stars in that many "scary" or "thriller" movies would be seriously warped by now?
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| we're gonna ride the race cars. |
[01 Jul 2005|01:13am] |
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soooo, my car est byebye, and i've had an extreme case of cabin fever all week. but today i went to see land of the dead which was good only for two things: 1) gore and 2) jumpy moments. it had little plot and it was not too suspenseful. i also got to go to el charro's today, which was wonderful. it made me happy.
right now, i'm staring at my leg. and it's about forty different colors. and the seatbelt burn is bleeding again. am i just like...unnatrual? i don't know. i put neosporin on it. hopefully it'll heal a little more before i go to SOUTH CAROLINA with becca and liz for a couple of days. that whole bathing suit thing could be kind of nasty if it's not. on the good side of medical stuff, i'm not on crutches anymore. i'm limping, though. so i kind of look like a zombie when i walk. and i guess if you just zoomed in on my left knee and saw all the colors, you'd think i was a zombie. that's kind of funny. ^_^
i'm afraid of moving.
p.s.-dude i don't know how he does it, but my blind cat is, yet again, stalking a bug.
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| this happened on saturday. |
[27 Jun 2005|04:40pm] |
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so my car is officially totaled. i was making a left turn towards the movie theater. let me preface this story by saying that the light had been red for about a minute, and the left turn arrow had just lit up, so i definitely had the right of way. this guy going about sixty slammed into my passenger side. both airbags deployed. i have a seatbelt rash on my chest, and all the soft tissue in my left knee is bruised, so my left leg is splinted and i'm on crutches. VIVA LA ECHO, though, it was trusty right until it's last breath. i'm on tylenol with codeine though, so i should probably try to go to bed. people should visit my house and say hi, cause i'll be spending quite a bit of time here. i am sore.
on a really positive note, however, the paramedics said that if i hadn't been wearing my seatbelt, i'd be dead. AAAANNNDDD the guy who was driving the other car is ok. the fact that all of the injuries were relatively minor in the grand scheme of things is all that matters. both of us walked out of our cars. well, i kind of flopped like a fish, haha.
i've been having really super weird dreams on the codeine. one was about me having some super power and having to defeat this underwater lizard or something. no, i am not making this up. it was a weird dream.
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| do you have to hold my hand? |
[22 Jun 2005|12:55am] |
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seriously, there is not one point in my putting a title on these entries. the titles never have anything to do with the entry whatsoever. oh well.
i've just kind of been coasting through life for the past few weeks. and sometimes, that's fine. but other times i get really aggrivated with myself. i mean, come on, i just graduated, i should be getting ready for college, but all i can do is sit and wait to move. and THEN i can start worrying about college. but then i'll have to worry about getting a job. and getting socialized in tucson. and i can't do any of this until i get out there, so my life is stagnant until then. i think i may be the only person in the world who gets pissy by doing nothing. i just feel like i'm wasting myself. and at the same time, i'm ashamed for not enjoying myself and getting those last goodbyes in with the people that i care for. i just keep putting it off, cause, hey, i have time, don't i? no. i don't. ugh. it's so appropriate that "strange" by built to spill would come on right at this moment.
on an awesome note, however, i got a letter from rachel yesterday. of course, this is the letter that i've been waiting to get from her since january. gotta love the postmen. the letter had the coolest pictures in it ever, though. mwahaha. on another awesome note, i'm going to see sleater-kinney on saturday. oh yes, i said it. sleater-fuckin-kinney. and i don't care if you don't like them. deal.
that is all.
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| woop woop! |
[14 Jun 2005|11:47pm] |
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i'm really enjoying myself today. i woke up and packed, which i did not enjoy. then i went to becca's house and we made mexican pizza-type dishes and rice. we had a big meal and strawberry shortcake for dessert. then we watched gothika, which i had never seen. it was really good. then i came home, and even though it's only midnight and i'm not partying hard or something, i'm still pretty content.
now i'm talking to my dearest friend robin about photography. she's actually interested, which is amazing. but ok, i have nothing more to say cause i just graduated and it's the summer and i suck.
lrivoeeaouy!
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| hot AND humid. |
[10 Jun 2005|07:42pm] |
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shiny toy guns- don't cry out |
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tomorrow is my graduation day. it's exciting and scary. and it's going to be hot and humid, so i get to fry to pieces in my ugly cap and gown. it shall prove to be interesting. i really hope i don't slip and fall on the "incredibly steep stairs" (or so we've been warned) that lead up to the nissan pavillion's stage. it'll be funny. i'll post pictures or something, if i ever learn how.
<3<3<3.
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| -sama |
[07 Jun 2005|08:51pm] |
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nada. |
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well, hi again! i haven't talked to you in ages, and i was totally surprised that you even remembered how to spell my last name...seeing as how i've almost forgotten how to spell it myself... ^_^.
hope to talk to you soon, scott!
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| good to be square. |
[03 Jun 2005|03:52am] |
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i don't know. |
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tonight sucks. i'm staying up all night. not to cram for my latin exam, but to clean my room, finish my stupid APES project, and then maybe study for my latin exam. i'm so motivated. shit. unfortunately, i'm losing my willpower right now.
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| oh please, yes it is. |
[30 May 2005|04:19pm] |
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cranberries- linger |
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it's four-twenty on memorial day. i want to go do something. i have nothing to do. everyone is out of town.
i think i should go driving. i don't know where i'd land, but that's the coolest part of it.
bonnnieeeeee, i misssss you.
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| this strange plan is random at best. |
[27 May 2005|11:12pm] |
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built to spill- strange |
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i feel like a fool and i don't know why. it's not so fun a feeling.
i got the white dress that i'm wearing under my gown for graduation.
it's too big.
i'm going to get it hemmed.
i got the three thor's hammer pendants that i was waiting for.
i gave one to liz and one to thor. the other is on my neck.
i got a fake tattoo today of two pawprints on my stomach.
it's kind of cute, but
i should have put it somewhere else.
i think i'm going to go lie down.
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